This is a loaded guy. Every time I draw this guy its like im trying to prove something to god, the peanut gallery and myself.

ONE thing i could say about him is me trying to refine the Him-Fatalle without defaulting to overtly feminizing a man or just making said character some sort of siren youth. A real person I think who pulled that off is the actor that plays Teddy in the night manager. Idk sometimes I think it's part of my job being alive to depic "normal" men in the same way as like for example leeloo from fifth element or someshit. why do i feel like i need to do this? honestly the answer may be a witches fucking curse called i wish i had a peniz